hahaha not talking to my mommmmm. she really grounded meeeee. im so sickkkk of it haha and ill be grounded for like a week
any third world country its my dream to become a relief worker and help the less fortunate
why the hell do you fucking care. like i will go to bed when i want to. i will wear what i want to. i will talk to who ever i want to. fuck you. i can make my own decisions.
it wasn’t love at first sight to say the least. but i can’t imagine my existence without him. i could do the usual and say that he give me butterflies when he kisses me and fills me up with joy and makes my palms sweat and everything associated with boys and young love. but this is different. he is the sole purpose of my happiness. of course i had a life before him without him.. but now i can’t see life without him. this sounds clingy but i dont care. he’s everything i want and need. he’s the first thing i think of when i wake up and the last thing before bed. i could honestly lay awake just to see him sleep and not miss a minute of it. the way he kisses me holds me looks at me. everything. i love it all. i love every single molecule and dna strand and all 46 of his chromosomes. this boy is more than my boyfriend; hes my best friend. most people say i feel so strongly for him just because i gave him my virginity to him, but its deeper than that. i’ve given every single part of me. i don’t care how old i am and how foolish this sounds. its the way it is. i love him. it makes my day to see him smile and i’d do everything in my power to fix his frown if he ever had one. he’s more than just a good looking guy, hes : smart, funny, genuine, energetic, charming, enjoyable, irresistible, delicious, caring, sensitive, tough, lovable, and everything else that makes a person fall in love. i dont care. i dont care. i dont care. hes my everything, and its the scariest thing because without him i have nothing. i love you baby. Thursday will be 6 months and probably the most memorable 6 months of my life. i pinky promise . forever. <3